Finally

Yeah,finally i'm back :D so,this is the new appearance of 'a jar of wishes'. i changed its name again. as you know i'm a type of girl who feels bored easily :p

well, it's been a long time. even seems like my blog has already dead. but i'm here to make it right and prove you,you were wrong if you thought like that. i was just didn't have time to update blog daily like i used to do. getting busier day by day.

ermm, i have to go now. move my ass to my desk to do those shitty homeworks. pity me. it's my last year of school. have to work harder to enter a good university later. pray for me,readers.

i miss you. hope tomorrow have time to write post again.

goodnight xx

2nd june♥

hello there (: well,am finally back. sorry for leaving this blog for about a half month for some reasons.

am missing everything i used to do when online so damn much. blogging,tumblr-ing.omg.! felt so sad can't do it :(

so, it's 2nd june. it's my ANNIVERSARY DAY with my bf. 17th month. so grateful our relationship can last this long. hope it goes FOREVER ♥

 

well, readers. may i ask your help? by do this simple thing. i hope you guys wanna help me to vote my friend called Christina. she joins a competition and needs our help. look at the photo below. it's her. don't you think the same with me? she's beautiful right? and she deserves to win.

so, please support her and help me by like her photo.

first, like the page:

click here

then, click like on her photo:

click here

thanks anyway ;) if you don't mind and not feel bothered, please tell your friends or anyone to like her photo. so thanks guys ♥

with love

xx

Wed,Thr,Fri & Sat

It was about 9 am on wednesday when i found another side of yours. It was the first time i ever saw you like that. I began to sulk about your unfriendly stare at me. But baby, you did nothing to seduce me. You keep busy reading that stupid old comics. Ya, keep behaving like that honey.

The next day. We still in a fight. And you still behaving like there is nothing happens. You got busy with your football team and left me alone at school. I kept my eyes on the school fence. Wishing you would come back soon from your match. That's your first football match. And i was not there to held up banner of your name and scream your name loudly like i used to do when your basketball match.

But you didn't come during my long wait. Until i decided to go home alone. Without your hand holding my hand crossing the road. Without your kiss and your caress on my hair. I miss when you said I LOVE YOU while waved your hand when i was about go home.

Friday didn't make any difference. When i was in a BIG trouble and need you a lot, you weren't there for me. I saw you laughed with your friends and your face was so shine when i was dying.

Well, you replaced me swept the class as you know i can't do it. Thanks for your help darling but that wasn't what i need. My sister could do it.

Then about saturday. You realized i had swollen eyes when others didn't. You asked me what's wrong with my eyes, acted like you care of me a lot. But you were so arrogant that you didn't even hold my hand. I'm glad we are in a group for the class concert although i knew, it was not your struggle.

You went home earlier than normally. You just asked for leave and say I LOVE YOU then you went so perfectly. Left me alone in the strange class.

In the afternoon you went to be a cool goal-keeper again. I didn't come to give you support. You won the match but i didn't give you a congratulatory as well.

Well darling, thanks for giving me the bad four last days at school, yeah. It's gonna make me miss you so damn much until i couldn't help myself anymore to meet you. What a great job.

Listen to me baby. You gotta realize what you have when i'm still yours. Before you lose everything.

However, i trust you and i could never stop forgiving you.

Love is about forgiving.!

15 months♥

2 January 2010 ~ 2 April 2011 ♥

I like to nag him about little thing.

So funny to see his face.

I love the way he looks at me like that.

It's different with the way he looks at others.

And it's special for me.

Without a warning, i realized your laugh is the best sound i've ever heard.

I like the way i can't keep my focus when saw your face.

Everytime you smile,i smile and everytime you shine, i'll shine for you.

I was enchanted when the first time i looked at your eyes.

And all i know is i'm not controlled for loving you. 

Happy 15 months, my star :)

Credit to David Witra for the pictures

Relationship ♥

I always remember this short quote since i found it on tumblr. It says "No matter how you fed up in your relationship, never ever suggest to break up" I agree with it. Every problems always has its way out.

I've just realized every relationship has ups and downs. Sweet and bitter. Smiles and tears. Different day, different story. That's the normal things in a relationship. It never guarantee only love can solve everything. We need trust, loyalty and respect one another.

But a relationship is also as sweet as in a fairytale. We have someone to share everything, someone who accompany us in every condition, someone's shoulder to lean on, we get attention, care and love.

 

I'm in a relationship, that's why i'll pay more attention on it. I'll do my best coz i love him ♥

Wish all the best for your relationship for those who are in a relationship too. Spread more love to the world.

xoxo

Hold your love ♥

14th month ♥

Today is the 14th month (one year +  two months) me with my lovely bf. It has been such a long time. Yeah. I’m so glad and grateful of course. He's a good guy. Really lucky to have a bf like him. I love him to the bones. Haha

Thank you for all the superb time, titi kecik ♥ (that’s my love nickname for him. It came coz i'm older than him about one month. Not exactly one month. I'm 27th oct and he's 22nd nov. Haha)

ILHSM (I love HARRIS so much) & always do honey :* Wanna you to be THE LAST for me. Thinking about my future with you* Omg.! It's like a happy ending in a fairytale :p

(For the last picture, it's quite true. Coz the first time i was his bestfriend. Then suddenly he loved me and that sweet friendship turned become LOVE)

happy anniversary =)

SN♥HKT

Hope we'll last long yeah

Ps. I know maybe i can't cheer you up. I don't have any idea about it. But hope you know that in my eyes, in my heart you are THE BEST. You've done the best and i really PROUD of you. I proud to have a bf like you. Your personalities are really charming. Nobody's like you. You have thing that everyone doesn't has :)

Today is still awesome even not goes like our hope. Thanks. Really thanks.

There is still a chance for those who believe it. Just need to be patient. Don't afraid to lose for several times or even all time. Coz defeat is the way to be a winner. Keep moving on.!

I always here supporting you in every step you take ♥ 

You & me are FOREVER

This is our LOVE STORY♥

Friday Story

Bloggers, yesterday i fell in my bathroom. It was when i took bath before go to school for computer lab. I dunno why my feet suddenly don't have balance until i fell down like that. I really sure the floor was not slippery at that time. Maybe bad luck is following me :(

It’s seriously hurt. Now, my back, my arm, my neck (behind my ears) are bump coz hit the toto. ummm. what yeah? toto is something like "sitting kloset". Idk how to say it. but i guess everyone has used kloset like that now. I can’t sleep because of my back. I hope the bumps will get well soon, or i’m gonna die. Huaaa

Well, last night i had a worship as i said. Look at this photo. Those are my tiny hands. Haha red over there. I helped mommy to make red eggs last night. I colored the eggs after boiled it with food colouring. And the red is from the HIO too.

Oh ya, i went to school this morning. Even i’m so sleepy moreover my back makes me can’t sleep. But i wanna meet him. That silly thing gives me a spirit to wake up. Haha :p

Anyway, I was just back from my course and bought chocolate, the sticks and the mold. I dunno if two box of chocolates enough or not. Coz i never make chocolate by myself. This is the first time i do. If they aren't enough, i'm gonna by it again tomorrow. Actually i don't have any plan to make chocolate by myself. At least not, until my friend suggested me. she said that making chocolate by ourselves is more special than if we buy it. I think she is right too.

This year Valentine, i'm gonna make chocolate by myself for HIM ♥

Alright, that’s all the story from me today. Thanks for reading =)

You're my spirit

Bonjour.!

hello bloggers, last saturday i bought a couple necklaces :) i gave harris one. he take 'the girl' and i take 'the boy' one. hihi

see the pic(s) here ♥

harriSylvianita♥

by the way, i had my haircut last sunday. i just planned to cut my bangs but dunno why i cut whole hair too. haha like hypnotized by the salon.

my hair is shorter now. and i got a new bangs. haven't familiar with this hairstyle. i hope i will not regret cutting hair like this.

harris said this hairstyle isn't bad. beautiful ♥ fortunately. hehe

so, this is my new hairstyle.

new.new.new

2010 ends

as we know today is the last day of 2010. time flies so fast.

well, thanks to 2010 for the precious time i had and for every experience i got in 2010. especially that i had one year together with HIM during the 2010. truly grateful for it :)

so, goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011. hope 2011 would be a great year for me and for everyone. be blessed and happiness is always around us :)

my new year wishes:

- have a lasting long relationship ever ♥

- get my Christmas wish. God hasn't fulfilled it but i believe no longer :)

- be blessed always.

- be a better person.

- have self-control. could control my emotion well.

- could make my parents proud of me. make them happy :')

- still have a sweet friendship with people around me. Omg! i'm so miss my buddies :(

- getting diligent. i was so lazy all this time. haha

- getting smart. 

- have an amazing year.

and because today is the last day. gonna enjoy today with my dearest boyfriend and have a great new year's eve with my beloved families.

have fun too readers :)

welcome 2011 ♥

xoxo

Indonesia ♥

hey football mania especially Indonesia national team fans, there :)

well, this post is dedicated for my lovely country national team. i don't interested with Indonesia football actually. i'm just love Spain national team. love TORRES♥ but since i known IRFAN BACHDIM, i became one of their fans. he's so handsome and great. "keeps shinning and last long with your girl, Jennifer Jasmin Kurniawan yeah" xoxo

i've just watched the final of AFF cup which took place at Bukit Jalil Stadium, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. the match was so cool even our team lost. unexpected thing happened when the second round. about laser and firecracker from Malaysia supporters graced the match and became trending topics on twitter and facebook also. #malaysiacheatlaser

to be honest, i disappointed with the result. 3-0. so hurt for Indonesian. but it's okay. they've done their best as well. we should be proud with their achievement throughout this tournament. a single failure will not tarnish their achievement. they still great :')

we still have chance. i bet once again on Indonesia. wait for the next final match between Indonesia and Malaysia on 29 at GBK. hope would be better. we'll show them how the fairplay is. no laser or firecracker cuz we're honorable people. agree.? :)

God bless you Indonesia ♥

what a cute guy, right? ;)

I ♥ Indonesia

December,25

hello world ♥ it's Christmas.

first of all i wanna say Merry Christmas :)

wherever you are, hope all your dreams and wishes come true. be blessed always and enjoy today with joy with your families, relatives or your buddies. be happy. xoxo

 

(my Christmas tree)

 

Happy day ♥

231210♥

yesterday i went to SUN plaza with my cousin and my sister. it has been a long time i don't hang out with them. just the three of us.

it was a happy day :)

i captured many photos and here are some of them. see more in my facebook album:

Sister Time ♥

tonight is Christmas Eve. have you planned about your Christmas Eve party? :)

me ---> gonna have supper in another cousin's house. celebrate Christmas Eve together with them ♥

wish God would fulfill my Christmas wish. Amen.

well, tomorrow i have planned to go to church to celebrate Christmas. but seems that i couldn't. coz my foot is still hurt. no doubt. i use heels for walking around SUN for 4 hours :(

and new year eve is coming too. i still don't have plan about it. but i'll not stay at home.

daddy planned to go to brastagi actually. but i refused it. daddy said we go there on 30 until 2. i don't wanna go. 2 is my special day. i have to spend it with HIM♥. nothing can prevent me. it would be stuck there on that days too. and dad hate traffic jam. so, i suggest dad for not going to Brastagi anymore. just celebrate new year eve dinner with his friends.

success. yeah.! haha

i haven't take a bath anyway. and Harris has nagged me of it. well, i have to take a bath now before he gets angry. he's kinda fierce now. haha

see you readers :)

happy Christmas eve people ♥

my holiday

Thank you

so, today my best friend named Suwina gave me two presents at once.

one is for my birthday. even it's late coz my birthday has passed two months ago, but it's okay. i don't hope to get present actually. it ain't too important for me. but, thanks honey ♥ so appreciate it.

thing i like most is the letter inside. thanks for all your wishes for me and special for my relationship. i thought you don't remember that it just left half month till the 1st year anniversary. but you didn't forget. thanks for saying congrats :)

you are the greatest friend of mine. we've been together for a long time and it's gonna be forever. you're the best, sis. Omg! feel like i can't hold my tears anymore. i'm so touched with the words you wrote there. I LOVE YOU :* thanks for this friendship :')

then, the second present is for Christmas.

thank you so much :)

(Christmas present)

(birthday present)

readers, God's really kind with me. i'm so grateful. i had a quite BIG problem that i think i don't have to tell it here. but all have been better now. even not completely.

at least, i feel kinda relieve now.

BIG THANKS for all :)

and i keep praying God to fulfill my Christmas wish. that very simple wish.

bad news

it's cloudy. gray over here and over there. kinda chilly. i haven't seen my sun along this day. the weather today has explained everything. sadness, disappointment, hopeless, and every single thing that hurt our feelings.

i bring bad news, readers. from my stupid desire until my remedial. i'm totally bad. all people disappointed with the result. including me of course. this ain't fair. people who studied and didn't study got the same result. REMEDIAL. it's absurd. if we know the result's gonna be like this, we'll not study too. coz just the same, right? wanna add something. i don't agree about checking exam with computer system. we have to circle the answers blackly. if there are several answers that aren't too black and computer can't detected it, computer will not count that number as true although your answer is true. see? not effective although it's modern and sophisticated but it's detrimental to students.

remedial waste my time and also reduce my holiday. makes me scolded by my parents is the worst. damn!

fortunately, i have someone who always support me and cheer me up. he's an angel. so kind, helpful and the most touching is he never angry with me all this time. he makes me stronger. yeah. he's a great boyfriend. and he's mine ♥ should be grateful for this :')

i've already depressed. now remedial add more burden to me again. i remember this song lyric. 

"God will make a way, where there seems to be no way"

but where is the way out for me? where is the guidance from God?

disappointed

021210 ♡

happy anniversary 11th month ♡

you hold my hand at every step to keep me from falling. you're always there when i need so i didn't even have to shout for help anymore. you sincerely and patiently accompany me every time till i always feel i'm not alone. coz where i am, you're there too. you stay in my heart.

how deeply i love you. from the bottom of my heart. no lie.

held out your hand for me. let's make a wonderful love story. OUR love story. together face this world. i've no doubt. as long as i'm with you.

one month left till our first year ♥

harriSylvianita

亲爱的妈妈 ♥

dear beloved mommy,

mom, i'm sixteen now. i'm not your little girl anymore and i guess i have matured enough to decide all things by myself. i take the responsibility of all decisions i made. i can differentiate which one's wrong and which one's right. trust me :) 

you don't need to over-protective to me. it gets on my nerves. this is my life, mom. not yours. i'm your child. you may manage me whatever you want. but you should know. i have my own life. i have my world that you can't understand it. i want to learn all things by myself. face this world alone, standing on my foot, solve all problem with my own hands, wake up by myself when i fell, loving someone and all things i've never done by myself.

oh ya, wanna complain two things from you. i mind the way you complain about my weight. you nag me every time i'm so thin, like to choose foods to eat, doesn't want eat this-eat that. to tell you the truth,i don't wanna thin like this too. i tried to gain my weight. but feels like i can't fatter anymore. so, what should i do again?

and the other thing. you said i lose my appetite coz too busy of my laptop. i don't always touch my laptop yeah. i have course and school activities make me busy. i don't spend too much time for this laptop. except holiday or sunday. if you don't believe it. you may keep your eyes on me while touching this laptop. how long in one day. count it.

i know you love me so much so that you treat me like this. but really. i don't need it. i hope you can understand this well and not misunderstanding.

love you mom ♥♥ :* warmhug*

your daughter,

ling-ling王

fifteen ♥

Taylor Swift - Fifteen 

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
Its your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven't seen you around, before

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

You're very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

 ♡ ♡ ♡

it's my song here. enjoy, TS lovers :*