It was about 9 am on wednesday when i found another side of yours. It was the first time i ever saw you like that. I began to sulk about your unfriendly stare at me. But baby, you did nothing to seduce me. You keep busy reading that stupid old comics. Ya, keep behaving like that honey.
The next day. We still in a fight. And you still behaving like there is nothing happens. You got busy with your football team and left me alone at school. I kept my eyes on the school fence. Wishing you would come back soon from your match. That's your first football match. And i was not there to held up banner of your name and scream your name loudly like i used to do when your basketball match.
But you didn't come during my long wait. Until i decided to go home alone. Without your hand holding my hand crossing the road. Without your kiss and your caress on my hair. I miss when you said I LOVE YOU while waved your hand when i was about go home.
Friday didn't make any difference. When i was in a BIG trouble and need you a lot, you weren't there for me. I saw you laughed with your friends and your face was so shine when i was dying.
Well, you replaced me swept the class as you know i can't do it. Thanks for your help darling but that wasn't what i need. My sister could do it.
Then about saturday. You realized i had swollen eyes when others didn't. You asked me what's wrong with my eyes, acted like you care of me a lot. But you were so arrogant that you didn't even hold my hand. I'm glad we are in a group for the class concert although i knew, it was not your struggle.
You went home earlier than normally. You just asked for leave and say I LOVE YOU then you went so perfectly. Left me alone in the strange class.
In the afternoon you went to be a cool goal-keeper again. I didn't come to give you support. You won the match but i didn't give you a congratulatory as well.
Well darling, thanks for giving me the bad four last days at school, yeah. It's gonna make me miss you so damn much until i couldn't help myself anymore to meet you. What a great job.
Listen to me baby. You gotta realize what you have when i'm still yours. Before you lose everything.
However, i trust you and i could never stop forgiving you.
Love is about forgiving.!
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