Saturday, October 30, 2010

alone

i'm alone here. nobody's at home. mommy went to brastagi in the early of this morning. when i woke up, i didn't find mom anymore. mommy always wakes me up every morning. coz i can't wake up by using alarm. but this morning i must wake up using alarm. mommy's so worry we can't wake up and late to go to school or even can't go to school coz too late. so, she called home to make sure that we have woken up.
she went to brastagi to join the gathering of 1000 biksu over world that come to one of the temple in there.

without mom feels like my life's so messy. no one take care of me and this house. i have to open rantang, wash the dish after lunch and tidy my bed by myself. Omg! i don't do this usually. i need mom so much. and i miss her :( eventhough she go for just a day. but i have missed her. miss her nags too. i'm so spoiled. must be maturer. must! hehe

but i'm so lonely. sister has lab at school. so she will come back from school at the afternoon. alone. alone and alone. how sad. lunch alone, doing all things alone. 

plus that i'm confuse now. which place i'll go to celebrate halloween. my friend has invited me but eventhough i haven't asked permission from dad to go, i have known the answer. it'll be definitely NO :(
i don't wanna stay at home on the halloween. so pity :( 

comic, comic and comic. i'm reading comics again. wohooooo. alone at home reading comic while listening to music and napping. haha
life's still good eventhough alone at home :)



without mom :(

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