phobia..???

something happened to me this afternoon and really shocked me :O as we know that nowadays are rainy days. like this afternoon. the thunder was so scared me.

i was at school that time. i had sport lesson. then the sky started dark and there were thunder so much time. i really scare about THUNDER. from i was a child till now.

when heard the thunder. i felt so scared till i cried. i cried in the field!! ==" so weird, right? i don't know why, suddenly my tears fell on my face. or maybe coz i was standing in the field. in the field is more frightening than in a room :( i hold Joyanti's hand and cried on her shoulder :'( all people looked at me. and of course i felt so shy.

then my friend called harris came to accompanied me. they told the teacher that he's my boyfriend so the teacher ordered him so too. i felt calmer and so comfortable after he sat beside me and cheered me with his strangely way :p yeah. together with him could give me courage. at least not too scare anymore :) thanks darling ♥

well, do you think this is a phobia?

his love cheers me ♥