Like the seasons, people change

Hey blog, when i'm feeling bad. You're the only place i can share everything in my mind. 

Well, i'm feeling so bad. I've just finished all exams for the last daily test in this even semester. So tired and i've been working so hard. Now is the time for me to take a rest. Tomorrow is the last day of school. I'm gonna have a holiday this monday and maybe for a week. Coz our seniors, the 3rd Senior High School student are going to have their national exam. Good luck for them. I hope all people could pass it well and no one would fail.

Not only physical, but my heart is tired too. I hope this is just a dream. Everything is not like this. But then, i realized it isn't. It really happened to me. Is it true that like the seasons, people change? But i'm wondering why? Is there anyone can tell me why? I can't find the answer. This depresses me a lot. I even dunno what should i do. I woke up in the morning then i thought about how to pass my day well everyday. Keep thinking the way to survive. But it always fail. I can't do anything.

Sigh. sigh and sigh.

I miss everything i've been through. That sweet memories. But memories are just memories. I'm standing alone here. No idea what should i do. I'm just can pray every night for God makes it better.