F I N A L L Y

Life feels more beautiful and easier when you enjoy it and stop hating or envy with others. Really. And i had just freed myself from that nightmare. There is no more malice in my heart. It feels so good if our heart clean from bad things.

I realized everyone definitely ever feel envy with others. Well, if you think positively, envy is not bad actually. It just means you adore someone and realize he/she is better than you. It can be a good motivation for you to be a better person. As long as you aren't out of line in envy with others.

Honestly even it's not easy to be honest, i'm envy with a girl. I dunno exact when it started. She has everything i want. Actually, she's kinda similar to me. Things she likes, the way she thinks, the way she acts and more. I often pay attention on her. Feel kinda curious with what she's doing (don't mean to be nosy) Sometimes i said bad about her. But actually inside my heart, is a different thing. I'm just wanna look cool on people eyes that didn't confess she's great.

But now, everything has changed. Me 100% don't envy with her anymore. Making friend with her isn't a bad idea. This makes me feel good.

So, on this post i have confessed all. About my feelings that i saved in my heart all this time. Wanna say sorry to her if i did mistake. Even she won't ever know that she's the girl. She won't believe a kind of girl like her is the girl i'm envy with. I'm sure.

For you, if you are hating or same like me envy with someone, try to fight with that feelings and you have to win it. Trust me, life will be better if you don't have that feelings in your heart. Try to confess it to yourself (you don't need to confess to people or even that person you are envy with if you are shy. Just keep it deeply inside your heart as an eternal secret)

Don't waste your time hating people. It's useless. Trust me ;)

May God help you. Thanks for reading my story.

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