bad news

it's cloudy. gray over here and over there. kinda chilly. i haven't seen my sun along this day. the weather today has explained everything. sadness, disappointment, hopeless, and every single thing that hurt our feelings.

i bring bad news, readers. from my stupid desire until my remedial. i'm totally bad. all people disappointed with the result. including me of course. this ain't fair. people who studied and didn't study got the same result. REMEDIAL. it's absurd. if we know the result's gonna be like this, we'll not study too. coz just the same, right? wanna add something. i don't agree about checking exam with computer system. we have to circle the answers blackly. if there are several answers that aren't too black and computer can't detected it, computer will not count that number as true although your answer is true. see? not effective although it's modern and sophisticated but it's detrimental to students.

remedial waste my time and also reduce my holiday. makes me scolded by my parents is the worst. damn!

fortunately, i have someone who always support me and cheer me up. he's an angel. so kind, helpful and the most touching is he never angry with me all this time. he makes me stronger. yeah. he's a great boyfriend. and he's mine ♥ should be grateful for this :')

i've already depressed. now remedial add more burden to me again. i remember this song lyric. 

"God will make a way, where there seems to be no way"

but where is the way out for me? where is the guidance from God?

disappointed