1st october

hello october ♥

for this new month. i have many things on my list. the point is i wanna change my attitude, my bad habit, change my character to be better :) especially my emotion. i often get mad because of little thing. even not angry for a long time. i wonder how's harris feeling when i got mad to him for just a simple thing. this shows that i'm not mature at all. i able to think mature but my character doesn't :(

i really have to change this. before all things that i have now will go away from me :( oh yaa, i wanna gain my weight too. i'm too thin. my mommy said so. but some of my friends said that my weight is ideal. i don't think so. i'm just 45 kg :/

 

well, today i was not going to my course. coz i went for fixed my laptop. the bluetooth was henk. i've just gone back here. wanna take a nap but it has been late. i can't sleep for one or two hour. i can't wake up later. i have to sleep for 4 hour. LOL

i have to do some "work" too. this is special work. for HIM. sssssssttttttt ;)

goodbye september