I had insomnia last night. I was so messy and chaotic. I can't imagine how i look like now. I'm not even dare to see mirror. This is not me at all. Yeah. Something in my mind has driven me crazy. Totally! I can't do anything right. I can't sleep-eat-smile and all thing i used to. I'm just keep thinking about unimportant things in my mind. You know? Thinking without knowing what and why we're thinking about.
I told all to some of my friends. They gave me opinions and suggestions. But none of them really understand me. I'm hopeless and don't know what should i do anymore. Then i saw my diary book on my desk. I start to write there. I felt better after writing. Whooooow. Like magic. Ridicules! :/ But it's really. Write diary can make you calmer. Coz you can write anything and tell everything there. I ♥ my diary.
This world isn't mine. Isn't the place for me. I wanna run away from here. Leave all.
Another hopeless girl
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